montecristo

Is spiritual guidance necessary? I am not talking about mysticism. Mumbo-Jumbo and The Holy Hobgoblin and I have parted ways forever, or at least for the duration of my pitifully finite life. I can believe in the unreal no more. What I mean is the spirituality that Ayn Rand spoke of -- the rational psychic interaction of consciousness with its values and their philosophical bases. The Objectivist makes much of individualism, and yet trade is holy to them. The philosophy recognizes that Man is foremost, a social creature. The question is, how do we trade in the spiritual arena. More accurately, how do we bind the spiritual with the material and keep them united? How do we overcome the mind-body split fallacy?

Crystal and I are functional again, and yet we are back to what we have always been, an imperfect match. Can we be perfected? Is there nothing which will sanctify this marriage? Why do the hoodoo mumblers have such a monopoly on sanctity? Do they? I cannot talk to Crystal about such things. She is temperamentally not compatible with my style of discussion on these issues. I can get only so close to her and then our psyches get in the way. I need some better mental tools to attack this problem, but I feel that in this arena I am something of a Robinson Crusoe, who must construct everything he has by himself, without the benefits of trade and division of labor and specialization. It is not as easy as Rand has implied. I know that in the case of Branden, she found herself blindsided by circumstances which she proved insufficient to control.