I finally got curious about things. She does not tell me anything, not ever. I looked her up on this online weblog journal that she keeps. It confirmed my suspicions. She’s teetering around again. Some bozo has "invited her to move in." As I said before, where does she find these idiots that will fall all over themselves over a woman they may have only met in the flesh once, if ever? I guess she’s just felt tempted, but at least she’s not gone far enough in her dissatisfaction to consider seriously that she is head over heels...again. Maybe she’s not really feeling all that dissatisfied with me, despite what she says in that online journal. Maybe she’s just projecting her frustrations in working with a woman whose style she doesn’t understand. The camp director is driving her nutz and she's really getting crazy about it.

Tonight when she came home, she actually sought me out. I was pleasantly surprised after what I had observed and learned. She actually sat down and talked with me for a while. This could be a sign that whatever crisis she was going through, complicated by her hectic Girl Scout Day Camp preparation duties, is finally over, now that Day Camp is in progress and is going off smoothly after this first day. She appears happy and pleased with herself. This is good. I don’t know if our relationship will ever bloom again, but things aren’t nearly so bad when she’s not stressed over something. She gets so damned driven, about things over which she has no control too. Hmm, I should talk.